As i sit in heaven and watch you everyday, I try to let you know with signs that I never went away. I hear you when laughing and watch you as you sleep. I even place my arms around you to calm you when you weep. I see you wish the days away, begging to have me home so I try to send you signs to let you know youre not alone. Don't feel guilty that you have a life that was denied to me. Heaven is truly beautiful just you wait and see. So live your life, laugh again, enjoy yourself, and be free. I know with every breath you take you'll be taking one for me.